Monday, July 21, 2008

Update Jul 08

Now in Texas, with family again. It's good to be here. I'm a lot happier than I've been in a long time. Things just might work out. I've been remiss to talk much, be seen much, and I don't have much of an excuse, more just a promise to do less of that in the coming months. Some of you will come before others. Some of you I just can't like. Some of you I rather miss, though. If you have any doubts, ask. For future updates, they won't be found here, but here. I might merge the two of these pages at a later date.

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Few years, few more changes

No longer in the navy, spent some time in Virginia, now I'm in Shelton. Taking more meds than before, and have married, and also had a baby boy, named Ian. You can see his pics at flickr Anyone still out there?

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Distractions

More and more I realize that the President in our system of government becomes the scapegoat for when people want to yell at the government, make their displeasures heard. This is fine, people piss and moan, it's what they do. But when it keeps them from firing the very people responsible for the problem? Yeah... take out your anger on this punching bag... there you go... now elect your governor, your congressman, your city council member... very good! Here's Tom with the weather!

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

I know you are, but what am I?

Not to cross into normally avoided territory, but I've been defending our current administration for the last week or so in light of the fact that Katrina caught the nation with pants encircling ankles. Many conversations have sprouted up, and many fires have started. Not necessarily here in this forum (although I sure see it in a lot of places!), but with this on my mind, I figured I'd get it into words, so I can look back on it later.

Post 9/11, it was realized that no one truly had the power to respond to an attack here on our own soil. The Office of Homeland Security was originally the White House itself, and afterwards, a new department was spun off, to establish a structure specifically to deal with events of that nature. At this point, Bush II appointed Tom Ridge to head up this new organization, but it was quickly pointed out that Mr. Ridge didn't have control of the resources he would need to mobilize in the event of a national crisis. Ergo, Joseph Liberman (the first instance I can find in my search) suggested that those agencies be merged with DHS. Initially, the Bush administration resisted this idea, but later on, after Congress passed the Homeland Security act of 2003, Bush aceded, and signed this into law. So far, great idea on paper. However, within DHS, the mandate was perceived to focus on terrorist activity. The best reason I can find for incorporating FEMA into DHS was the idea that any sort of disaster would have similar recovery actions. But that's not what happened. FEMA was internally split by the DHS, leaving behind the response capabilites, but not the preventive structure that was the other half of FEMA.

Now, I still feel that the largest part of the blame goes to the government in Louisiana, as well as New Orleans itself (and yes, Mississippi too). The federal government has normally advised local infrastructure to be prepared to wait as long as 72 hours for assistance in the event of an emergency. However, I do recognize that the wrong people are in the job, and those people were in fact appointed by the President. I do question the wisdom of immediately firing them, however. Simply put, wouldn't it cost even more lives to bring a new leadership up to speed?

As far as I'm know, the executive branch is in charge of ensuring that the law is followed. If a law doesn't exist, then the executive branch is largely powerless, especially when these things happen on our home soil. Yes, some decisions were made that did not take an event of this magnitude into consideration. Yes, hindsight is 20/20. But I do remember a large public outcry post 9/11 about "Why did we let this happen?". DHS is what it is because of that outcry. Should it have restructured faster? I believe so... Could it have? I have no idea.

I however will not pass the blame upwards to lie on any large part on the President of the United States. Lots of things broke here. Lots of people made mistakes. I certainly hope that we learn from them. But seriously, people... if you just have to get angry about something? Get angry at the big picture... don't ratchet down your focus to a single point because it's easier to pick at.

This just happened on the other side of the world. They learned from it, and they moved on. They didn't point fingers, drag out soapboxes, or run smear campaigns. They cleaned up the mess, improved their chances of weathering a similar event, and they moved on.

And we like to think we're so mature, and civilized...

Don't believe everything that you read...

Just something to help keep your heads on straight... don't let the news get you down too much, and remember that for every bad thing you hear, a lot more good ones happen. Regardless of what the media would have you believe, things aren't that bad... you're just getting the worst slice of the pie.

Don Henley - Dirty Laundry

I make my living off the evening news
Just give me something-something I can use
People love it when you lose,
They love dirty laundry

Well, I coulda been an actor, but I wound up here
I just have to look good, I don't have to be clear
Come and whisper in my ear
Give us dirty laundry

Kick 'em when they're up
Kick 'em when they're down
Kick 'em when they're up
Kick 'em when they're down
Kick 'em when they're up
Kick 'em when they're down
Kick 'em when they're up
Kick 'em all around

We got the bubble-headed-bleach-blonde who
Comes on at five
She can tell you 'bout the plane crash with a gleam
In her eye
It's interesting when people die-
Give us dirty laundry

Can we film the operation?
Is the head dead yet?
You know, the boys in the newsroom got a
Running bet
Get the widow on the set!
We need dirty laundry

You don't really need to find out what's going on
You don't really want to know just how far it's gone
Just leave well enough alone
Eat your dirty laundry

Kick 'em when they're up
Kick 'em when they're down
Kick 'em when they're up
Kick 'em when they're down

Kick 'em when they're up
Kick 'em when they're down
Kick 'em when they're stiff
Kick 'em all around

Dirty little secrets
Dirty little lies
We got our dirty little fingers in everybody's pie
We love to cut you down to size
We love dirty laundry

We can do the innuendo
We can dance and sing
When it's said and done we haven't told you a thing
We all know that crap is king
Give us dirty laundry!

Monday, September 05, 2005

Dream

in a large mall - terraced, jumping over edges
i don't work here, but someone i know does
all the stores are empty
teaching some sort of class
fire drill of some sorts...
i attempt to go about my business
finally leave due to fire
topic of suicide comes up
someone says something meaningful
i thank him by giving him a peck on the shoulder?
running thru a playground with a long pane of glass (apts i lived in at 12)
scenes from incoming hurricane
ships grounded in harbor
i'm on some sort of derrick, being thrashed against another structure (both floating)
we're hanging on (don't know who else)
suddenly, derrick breaks free, tumbles end over end out of the inlet
miles and miles away, the derrick comes to a rest...
the others on the derrick are now inside a missle for some reason
they climb out
we return to the submarine (how did we get to here?)
i'm accused of the whole disaster by sabatoging the ship

Saturday, September 03, 2005

Asshat

Just to put things into perspective, Mr. Kayne West, the fellow who said on live television that "George Bush doesn't care about black people" is pooling from the same pool of wisdom as he did when he implied that the AIDS virus was a disease created by the US government for placement in African communities.

This gentleman has also criticized politicians for "riding home in their Benzs and Bentleys" while poor people starve...

I wonder what Mr. West drives...

Had it's way with me today, life has

Well, more than today... but if I say lately, that invalidates the fact that I was doing pretty good for a few days. I certainly don't want to do that. I forced myself to sleep, and sleep, and sleep. Now I'll try the reset tactic, and see if I can coast on by... maybe dump the clutch and see if the bitch starts, even...

I'm sitting here, and the lines of communication have been reopened. I had them locked out rather tightly for a while. It's not that they are going to be used. It's that I check them constantly when they are open. Nothing will remind you of your lot in life, faster than "No new messages"... because you went to the bathroom.

Course I did take a look at where she went. That made me feel a little better.

Thursday, September 01, 2005

Welcome to the fold

QDB quote #4753

The problem with America is stupidity. I'm not saying there should be a capital punishment for stupidity, but why don't we just take the safety labels off of everything and let the problem solve itself?


I helped my co-worker start a blog today. He's an idealist, so I don't think I'll be looting (*snicker*) linkage from his page... I try not to get too terribly spun up at the average intellect of my fellow humans, other than the initial exclamation of "WTF?!?". Still, I read that someone else starts one of these things about every 8 seconds. His thoughts? "I can't believe how easy this was!?".

I'd tell him the depth of the rabbit hole, but... no. We'll just see how far he goes with it.

Today the naval hospital gave me a buzz... asking if I had an appointment sometime this week, and informing me that the insurance might not cover my doctor visits... they're only about a month behind the power curve, since I told them that on the 8th of August...

Another appointment this evening... I have nothing to report in terms of dreams... I did have one last night that might have been that relevant, but forgot to put the pad of paper next to the bed. Maybe next time...